Spilling Out From My Heart...

AGAIN AGAIN!!

2009-04-19T01:46:00.000-07:00

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
- fell down during my childhood daes
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
- artist posters
3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
- nope.. i dun.. can u believe it?? i noe u dunt..haha
4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
- erm.. almost all..not choosy
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
- not really eather damn early in the morn or late at nite.. mayb dats why in dark skinned..hahah
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
- erm..out with the ones i lurve..
7. WHAT/WHOM DO YOU MISS?
- i mich moi baba.. n my late granpa...haish...
8. WHAT IS UR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
- moi shirt dat i owaes sleep wif..hee
9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
- 1.6m..
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
- at times..yarh..
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
- quite sometimes..
12.THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
- baba
13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
- erm..insects.. please.. dun make me cry.. totally i will
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
- i like dem well set.. eye colour dark brown but not damn dark thou..
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
- at home?
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
- coffe for morn.. energy drinks during/ending of the day..
17. FAVORITE PIZZA?
- meat lover and double cheese..yum2
18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
- food!! real food!!! yummy tasty food!!
19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
- blue..black..brown..white...
20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
- are you crazy?? Hell No!!
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
- cant rmmbr.. but a necklace frm my baba was the latest one.. soo suweet of hym..
22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
- err..i dun tink so..
23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
- nt double but half jointed..haha
24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
- hmm.. noting specific for nw..
25. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE FEMALE/MALE CELEBRITY?
- jessica alba and beyonce.. pretty and sofisticated..
26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
- pet cockroach if u call dat as one.. errgh
27. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
- no.. i wouldnt wanna kill myself..
28. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE SCENT?
- moi shirt shmell.. n moi baba's perfume shmell..
29. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED.
- 2..7..10..23..89
30. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
- highlights of bof..
31. FAVORITE QUOTE?
- hmm..
32. FAVORITE PLACE?
- not so sure..haha
33. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
- i wish
34. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
- dono leh..none i culd tink of nw.. but i melatah u noe.. makes me feel lyke a clown man..haiyoo
35. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
- quite a sum..
36. FIRST JOB?
- delifrance..
37. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
- sort off..yarh..
38. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOUL MATE?
- yupyup
39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
- singing
40. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
-nope..
41. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
- erm.. i guess coz i culd maintain my size despite my love of food..
42. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
- nope.. wuld lurve too..
43. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
- sumting nice and memorable..
44. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES?
- not more den two.. a boy n girl..not sure abt names thou..
45. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
- i dun tink so..
46. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
- their fart.. body odour.. bad breath.. sloppy clothings..
47. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKED ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
- hmm..enjoy my frens company the most..
48. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
- currently head n shoulders..
49. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
- yes i do actually.. coz its neat..
50. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
- chicken n cow meat..
51. ANY BAD HABITS?
- for me to noe for u to find out..
52. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
- i do believe so..
53. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
- a most definitely..
54. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
- not so sure..
55. DO LOOKS MATTER?
- quite so..
56. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
- talking to myself.. being alone.. box stuff..
57. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
- yeap.. two of them..
58. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN GOAL IN LIFE?
- be successful in life..
59. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE MEMORY AS A CHILD?
- alot of dem..
60. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
- just a handful..
61. WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
- sort of..
62. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
- alot
63. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
- bof??
64. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
- their appearance.. looks.. smell.. attitude.. almost everything..
65. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
- fieza.. sharifah.. achi..
66. IF YOU HAD A SUPER POWER WHAT WOULD IT BE?
- able to read ppl's mind..
67. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
- csi dan yg sewaktu dgnnya..
68. WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
- just ignore dem n prove dem ure better
69. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
- choc.. double choc..almost everyting wif choc exclude the nuts n fruits..
70. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
- duh
71. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
- not living rm yes
72. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
- none.. clean house.. eat.. get werk tingy ready.. sleep
73. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER?
- sumwhere peaceful..
74. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
- dono..
75. LAST THING YOU ATE?
- cream of chicken less den 3 hrs ago n nw im hungry agn..
76. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
- cold tea..heheh
77. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
- baba n still tokin..
78. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
- their face n chothes dey wear..
79. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
- use the com.. sleep..wathc tv.. tok to baba.. go out??
80. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
- no idea..
81. FAVORITE SEASON OF THE YEAR?
- great spore sale =))
82. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
- almost all nice tasting candy..
83. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
- yes i do..
84. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
- dark brown..
85. EYE COLOR?
- dark brown..
86. SHOE SIZE?
- erm..5 or six.. it depends..
87. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
- fast food..
88. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
- swensen..
89. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
- yes i do..
90. WATCH TV TODAY?
- yeap..the latest buzz..haha
91. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
- bdae.. hari raya..one yr anniversary
92. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
- nope.. only the recorder..
93. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
- republicans i believe..
94. KISSES OR HUGS?
- both
95. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
- relationship duuhh..
96. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
- food dat culd last me for today..
97. WOULD YOU EVER BE A HOUSEWIFE?
- have to but a werkin housewife..
98. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
- none
99. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE.
- happy wif hills n sumtimes mountains in it..

again another bulletin..yeay!!

2009-04-15T21:52:00.000-07:00

01. Who was your last text from?
== Baba
02. Where was your default picture taken?
==Dpn Uma Ngah(facebook)..kak ela nyer bpk kawen(tagged)..
03. Your relationship status?
== attatched or so called engaged..haha
04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
== yarh.. forever and never to return...haishhh
05. What is your current mood?
==normal i guess..
06. How many siblings do you have?
==2 excluding me
07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
== md nurhafidz n sharifah nurhidayah
08. Where do you wish you were right now?
==outside enjoying myself wif my bestie n baba..
09. Have a crazy side?
==a most definitely..huak3
10. Ever had a near death experience?
== i guess so..cant reali rmmbr..
11. Something you do a lot?
== talk on the fone n sleep?
12. Angry at anyone?
==not currently.. but will do..haha
13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
== nobody..no...
14. When was the last time you cried?
==yest nite..coz i mich moi baba...
15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
==yesh.. i culd leave everiting i own for my baba..
16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
== my belurved baba duhhh...
17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
==baba
18. What is your favorite song?
==almost all kinda genre..
19. What are you doing right now?
==msging my baba while writing dis bulletin..
20. Who do you trust right now?
==moi baba.. zaq..
21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
== my bro's pri 5 sarimbun camp..ya i noe.. i can still wear.. wadever
22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
==yeap.. moi baba..heheh
23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
== hmm..dat shuld be kamiy.. only a few storeys above mie..
24. Describe your life in one word?
==HELL
25. Who are you thinking of right now?
==baba...
26. What should you be doing right now?
==bathing.. ate my food.. doing housewerk..
27. What are you listening to?
==noting..n i still wonder my earpiece is still on my ears...
28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
==baba!!!
29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
==my mom..telling me to bath..haha
30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
==not exactly..heheh
31. What is your natural hair color?
==super dark brown..
32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
==baba
33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
==baba tooo...
34. What do you hear?
==hear?? ouh.. my mom cutting dried chilli ryte now.. she's gon cook.. heehehehehhehe
35. Is your hair curly or straight?
==its more to curly.. its called wavy...wooaooow...
36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
==nope.. not even juicy.. not even tasty.. not even delicious.. i mean..... u noe wat i mean ryte??..
37. Do you have a best friend?
==DUH
38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
==erm.. yarh if im nt rong...
39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
==often.. [ =) ] <--dere.. [ =)) ] <--n dere again
40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
==yarh.. dulu biler nk g jemputan lps madrasah..haha.. irrit sey!!
41. Are you happy with life right now?
==its gon be better.. yeap.. but lifes pretty gud nw.. yeap...
42. Are you currently jealous?
==yarh.. im jealous to dose ppl hu has a job.. stable job i mean.. best seyy.. herh!!
43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
==none..i dun wear jewelry at home
44. What were you doing on friday night?
==usuali i bowl at safra tamp.. but dis fri which is tmr..im goin mlc!! yeay!!
45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
==DUH
46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
==yup.. not soo glad for some but im glad i did for the rest..
47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
== not currently..no..
48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
==cant rmmbr.. been more den a year..or even more..
49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
==hmm.. aroun 4plus.. tokin to baba..he cant sleep..
50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
==hmm.. yarh..ayiz.. 2 years plus2.. long huh.. but too bad..

Sebab aku tengah Geram...eergghh!!!

2009-04-09T10:50:00.000-07:00

Ouh My God.. i cant believe it..i am really fuming mad dat i had to write this at this kinda hour.. dis girl named sufina.. nickname Finaa at frenster.. dis one mina yg bangse pki buangnyer.. really arh.. uat darah org up arh.. felt like finding her and giving her a real tight slap man.. how could she.. thinkin dey are an item wif my bf.. and tot dey had a couple watch togader.. hahah.. lame.. eergh!! geram arh!! betol arh nie pompan.. ader ker nmpk aku pki jam tu yg so called "couple watch dier wif adli" n saket ati den told her bf hus in the ns n told my bfs fren hu eventualli told my baba to not let me use dat watch juz because its their so called couple watch.. omg!! dat is super lame man!! the thing is she oready has a bf..and doesnt her bf even think dat doin dat juz shows how she is unable to move on n still live wif the past?? wow.. she is a total relationship wrecker.. if i ever get to see her ekh.. im juz gon keep quiet.. BUT if she ever dare to come up to me and soun me off.. i tell u she better watch out coz my hands wont keep still.. I PROMISE!! haish.. im still in verie gud terms wif my baba..i lurve hym.. i noe the fact dat she was the one hu irritatingly started the talk but yg uat org peng aper tauw.. he chatted wif her back.. in the 1st place he shuldnt!! eerrgghh!! geram tol!! dat is the oni stupid part dat he did..yes. haish.. geram larh.. saket ati tau tak... haish.. sumpah aku ckp sumting bad will happen to her..u wait n see.. its not due to me but i culd sense..heheh.. just watch and learn peeps..just watch..and..learn...

Another Bulletin..hahah

2009-04-09T01:48:00.000-07:00

You are not allowed to explain anything unless asked....."yes" or "no" only!
(I am Only Allowed to answer yesses n noes?? NO Way!! HAHA!!)

`Kissed any of your facebook friends?
>duh
`Been arrested?
>nope
`Kissed someone you didn't like?
>er..cant rmmbr
`Slept in until 5 PM?
>i guess
`Fallen asleep at work/school?
>yerp..
`Held a snake?
>nope
`Wished upon a falling star?
>yeap
`Ridden a motorcycle?
>yeap
`Laid in the grass and watched the stars and listened to the night?
>yeap
`Ran a red light?
>not really..but lamp post..yarh
`Loved someone who didn't love you back?
>ever did man.. soo sad..
`Stood in the rain and watched a thunderstorm?
>never..
`Been suspended from school?
>nope
`Been horseback riding?
>nope
`Crashed your car/motorbike in an accident?
>not exactly an accident..rode n fell off the bike
`Been fired from a job?
>nope
`Been kissed under the misletoe?
>nope
`Sang karaoke?
>yeap
`Watched the sunrise with someone?
>sort off i guess..
`Swam in the ocean?
>din even dare on the sea wat else ocean..
`Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
>ever did..
`Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
>sort off yarh..
`Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
>nope..no snow in spore
`Danced or kissed in the rain?
>nope..wuld lurve to..heh
`Sang in the shower?
>duh
`Sat on a rooftop?
>sort off..yarh
`Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes?
>nope
`Broken a bone?
>nope
`Believe adversity builds character?
>hmm..i guess..
`Shaved your head?
>nope..n never will..unless i giv me half a million
`Blacked out from drinking?
>nope
`Drove three times the speed?
>nope
`Played a prank on someone?
>haha..yarh man!!
`Felt like killing someone?
> almost all the time
`Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
>yarh..sorrie man..
`Had Mexican jumping beans for pets?
>nope
`Been in a band?
>dance grp..yup..band not reali.. sang in a band..yarh
`Loved and lost?
>totally
`Went skinny dipping?
>not went.. i am skinny dippy
`Shot a gun?
>yeap..i mean sort off..yarh
`Tripped on mushrooms?
>i guess..haha
`Donated Blood?
>cant..arteries too shmall
`Went Skydiving?
>if i did,u culd see traces of pee after me..hah
`Eaten crocodile meat?
>sounds grose..no way man
`Eaten cheesecake?
>ooooo...lurve daaatt..
`Still love someone you shouldn't?
>not anymore no..
`Think about the future?
>definitely man
`Believe in life after death?
>sort off..
`Believe in love?
>a most definitely
`Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
>sort off..yarh

2009-03-30T00:36:00.000-07:00

starting time: 0343pm
name: Fieza BeLLe
sisters: 1
brothers: 1
eye Color: Dark Brown
shoe size: 38/5
hair: Very Dark Brown
piercings: On My Ear
height: 1.6cm
what are you wearing right now? white shirt and blue short
where do you live? in spore..tampines
favorite number: 2/7/10
favorite drink: cold tea
favorite month: june
favorite breakfast: hmmm...light food?
***********Have You Ever***********
broken a bone: not yet..dun wan to
been in a police car: never
been on a plane: once..
been in a hot tub: yeap
swam in the ocean: NEVER
fallen asleep in school: yeap..heheh
broken someone’s heart: sort off
cried when someone died?: DUH
fell off your chair: yarh man
sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yarh
saved e-mails: yeap
been cheated on: yarh..
***********What is************
your room like? Super Duper Messy
what is right beside you? Telephone
what is the last thing you ate? biscuits
———————-Ever Had- ————————-
chicken pox: wen i was young..cant rmmbr much
sore throat: duh
stitches: nope..not wanting to have any
broken nose: no
————————-Do You————————–
believe in love at first sight? i guess
like picnics: sure do
—————————who was—————————
the last person you danced with? my other half
who last made you smile? Baba
————————–Who—————————
did you last yell at? Er..My bro..He irritates Me to the core
do you wear contact lenses or glasses? bof.. specs for home use thou..
———-Final Questions————-
what are you listening to right now? the tv yacking its way
what did you do today? er..used the com.. n ltr do some stuff..
hate someone in your family? duh
diamond or pearl? no idea
are you the oldest? nope..sadly the middle
indoors or outdoors? bof
——————Today did you———————-
1. talk to someone you like? talked to baba wae early in the morn
2. kiss anyone? nope
3. get sick? nope
4. sing? not yet i guess..haha
5. talk to an ex? not wanting to
6. miss someone? yesh..my baba
7. eat? yarh..gon eat agn ltr
—————-Last person who——————
8. you talked to on the phone? Baba
9. made you cry? erm..My Mom
10. went to the movies with? Baba
11. you went to the mall with? Baba
——————Have you——————-
12. been to Mexico? nope
13. been to USA? nope
——————-Random——————–
14. have a crush on someone? Sort Off...The Guitarist Frm Rock Vival...Heh
15. what books are you reading right now? i dun read any books at the moment
16. best feeling in the world? will be the day wen i passed my license/ got married/ conceived my 1st child/ got my 1st granchild.....
17. future kids names? been thinkin but haven decide on em yet.. too young to think i guess
18. do you sleep with a stuffed animal? not stuffed animal.. my Babas shirt..hehe
19. what’s under your bed? my dad's misc stuff.. CRAP
20. favorite sport(s) to watch? no idea
21. favorite place: where ever as long as my baba is by my side
22. who do you really hate? Lets see.....
23. do you have a job? not exactly.. HIRE ME PLEASSEE!!!!
24. What time is it now? 0359pm

Eighty True Facts About Mie..

2009-03-25T10:01:00.000-07:00

001. Real name → Sharifah Nurhafidzah Bte Haron
002. Nickname(s) → Fieza,Sharifah,Achi,Keling,Momok,Sha
003. Status → Attached
004. Zodiac sign → Gemini
005. Male or female → Female
006. Pri sch → East View
007. Sec School → Junyuan
008. JC/ Poly → None,Previously Ite
09. Hair color → Super Dark Brown
010. Long or short → Long
011. Loud or Quiet → Middle
012. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
013. Phone or Camera → CameraPhone
014. Health freak → Not So
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yes..My Baba
016. Eat or Drink → EAT
017. Piercings → Yes
018. Tattoos → Nope
019. Water or Fire → Both??
020. Love of your life or 4 Billion Dollars → Love of my life

FIRSTS:

021. First fear → Cockroaches..EUW!!
022. First best friend → Asilah
023. First award → Kindergarten sports day
024. First crush → Muhd Alif Bin Rahman
025. First big vacation → Bandung,Jakarta
026. First big birthday → Sec 3.

LASTS:

027. Last beverage → Cold Tea
028. Last phone call → Baba
029. Last text message→ Baba
030. Last song you listened to→ Radiant Eclipse
031. Last time you cried→ This Afternn. Lettin Go Of My Anger.

HAVE YOU EVER:

032. Dated someone twice? → Now Dat u've Asked..Yes Actually
033. Been cheated on? → Yarh..
034. Kissed someone? → DUH
035. Lost someone special? → Yea..Cant Get Hym Back Forever...
036. Been depressed?→ Totally
041. Been drunk and threw up? → Sort Off I Guess
037. Laughed until you cried → Yarh..
038. Met someone who changed you → Uh-Huh
039. Found out who your true friends were → Yeap
040. Found out someone was talking about you → TOTALLY
041. Kissed anyone on your friend's list → Yeah
042. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life → Maybe About 3/4 Of Em??
043. Do you have any pets → Only Cockroaches..Errgh

CURRENTLY:

044. Eating → Nope
045. Drinking → Cold Tea
046. I'm about to → Watch TV
047. Listening to → Entertainment Tonight
048. Plans for today → Went To Class Agama..Its Done Now
049. Waiting for → My Baba To Give Me A Call N Tell Me He's Ok

YOUR FUTURE:

050. Want kids?→ HELL YEAH
051. Want to get married?→ A MOST DEFINITELY
052. What careers do you have in mind?→ Admin,Events Co-Ordinator,Manager =)

WHAT YOU WANT YOUR DREAM GIRL/BOY TO BE LIKE:

053. Lips or eyes → Both
054. Shorter or taller? → Taller
055. Hugs or kisses → Both
056. Romantic or spontaneous → Both
057. Nice stomach or nice arms → Both
058. Sensitive or loud → Both
059. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
060. Trouble maker or hesitant → None

HAVE YOU EVER:

061. Drank hard liquor → Nope
062. Lost glasses/contacts → Not Dat I Culd Tink Of
063. Ran away from home → Nope
064. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → Never
065. Killed something→ Yes..Insects
066. Heartbroken → Ever Did
067. Been arrested → No
068. Liked a friend that of the same sex? → Once
069. Cried when someone died → Totally

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

070. Yourself → DUH
071. Miracles → Sort Of
072. Love at first sight → Sort Of
073. Heaven → DUH
074. Santa Claus → No
075. Sex on the first date → No
076. Kiss on the first date → Yep

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

077. Is there one person you want to be with right now → TOTALLY
078. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Not Exactly
079. Do you believe in God → DUH!!
080. What do you want the most at this point in your life → An Employer Called Me and Said i Got A Job Wif $1.5K A Mnth..Wow

Words That Made Me Cont Moving...

2009-03-05T04:09:00.000-08:00

We keep writing, talking and planning, but everything's changing

Now this time has passed,and full of regret

As time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life

The ones whom I confide were gone in the blackness of the night.

I feel it burn inside,burn in me like the rising sun

Lifted into the sky,taking away the only thing I loved

I know after tonight all your power crumbles in my arms

So don't worry, I'll be fine, when my life ends, I'll leave this scar

Passion in my eyes, I lived it everyday, but how could you go and throw it all away

In my dreams it's me and you, it's there I saw it all come true

As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing left for me to do

I started here so young and helped you get along

Just did it for the love, and people healed through us

Don't live your life in vain,don't take it out on me

You're cracked,so just remember,I'm not your enemy

I don't deserve to fall this way,by a person who felt betrayed

But to challenge me you must be strong.

My outside shell is strong - confident but it slowly eats away

Like a man plagued with disease,I try to fight and through my pores it seems to seep

Need no one to comply with me though everyone that I defeat

Don"t need you,this rage will never go away

Hatred fuels my blood

I'll burn ya down,i can't trust anyone,you can see it in my eyes

Now I can understand,It's sorrow that feeds your lies

These feelings cant be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight.

Forgive me for my crimes.

Don't forget that i was so young,but so scared.

Converse behind my back,but now I'm here

I can't go on this way.

And now I see it all fall through.

I pray for better days when im stuck alone and scared.

Throw my life away and now choking on my pride may be the only way.

I believe my sins have been forgiven

And I believe my choice will save me from this life

Please don't question why my sins have been forgotten

I believe I'll find peace in afterlife

Please don't question why I left this way..

choco bars =D

2009-02-23T08:25:00.000-08:00

This song is from my baba to mie..kekeke.. i wrote it thou..hehe..

I love her, she loves me

She looks soo good in her seven jeans

Told her to be the one and my only

I wanna be faithful but cant keep my hands off the choco bar

My hands, my hands, my uh my hands

Can't keep my hands, my hands my hands off the choco bar

You see I got this problem

I need help try to solve it

Cos meeting after meeting and I'm still a choco-holic

You can hide them, Imma find them, on the counter, in the freezer

And I'll say I ain't do it with my face covered in chocolate

My girl be setting chalkie traps

To catch me eating Choco craps

I left chocs in the bed once

But I told her I was through with that

She still don't be believing me

And I guess that I'm cool with that

But I got a sweet tooth, that'll never come loose

And the truth of the matter is.

I love her she loves me

She look so good in her seven jeans

Told her to be the one, and my only

I wanna be faithful but cant keep my hands off the choco bar

My hands, my hands, my ha uh my hands

Can't keep my hands, my hands my hands off the choco bar

I got a thing for Milo, biscuit at italianos

And I never turn down some Oreos if you got those

Butter scotch from puerto rico, Or them hunky chunky raisins.

Hazelnut Brazilians, Caramel Caucasians, Double stuffed or thin mint

It don't matter you gettin' it

Cos I got a sweet tooth that'll never come loose

And the fact of the matter is.

I'm a monster for these chocolates

I'm a beast for they're treats

An animal for they're caramels

Head to feet they so damn sweet

Can't keep my hands, my hands, my ha uh my

Can't keep my hands, my hands, my hands off the choco bar

And then you have it haha

I tried my best

I went to choco miscellaneous

I guess I'm a failure

I can't seem to keep my damn hands off the choco jar

But, It is what it is

Freak!

Kkekeke..dahbes pon..i guess u guys noe wat song it is ryte.? haa.. cookie jar but its now choho bars!! lurve eu baba..MMuackx!!

At Last !! A Bulletin.. weee~

2009-02-22T01:31:00.000-08:00

*let's start with the month of your birthday?

>June

*the colour of your clothes you're wearing?

>erm..white wif yellow stripes..

*do you own a contact lens?

>yes.. i hav about 5 currently..

*how many siblings do you have?

>3..my big berok..mie..my lil sissyter..

*is your mum agreeable?

>a most definitely NOT!!

*is your dad a "ok" person?

>ok as in ok-ok n not OKAAYY~ get it? yarh..

*which of your siblings pampered eu most?

>none of dem... errgh...

*do you get allowance every month from your family members?

>err.. NO

*do you consider yourself lucky?

>yes n no. Yes coz im at home mostly rotting n No coz im ROTTING at home..

*are you attached with the best man/girl?

>a most definitely!!

*does your bf/gf pampered you with enough love?

>yeap.. but i wan moe..hee

*are you currently working?

>sort of..yup.. a freelance job...

*what do you do at home?

>eat.. sleep.. clean my room(waat?? dun laugh okae!!).. watch tv.. laze aroun.. yeap.. wat u sae? happy life?? happy ur head arh!! stress okay!! super duper boring..pfft!!!!!!!

*do you have generations?

>not yet leh..not married mah..but will have..insyaallah..

*what age will you be getting married?

>the soonest is 2 yrs frm nw.. the latest is..err.....................................

*do you have a license?

>yarh..i passed my bicycle n tricycle license.. passed my roller blade license but hav to retake..karat oreadi..haha!!

*what time do you usually go to bed?

>erm..aroun 1 plus plus plus...

*one thing you notice about your own house?

>SUPER DUPER MESSY with a big "AMME".. get it?

*your room is the best place for you to sleep? why?

> 1stly coz its MY ROOM.. 2ndly coz its comfortable..surrounded with the most comfortable pillow..3rdly coz my shmelly shirt is owaes dere to accompany mie.. hee.....(shorie ba...)..man!! you make me wannna sleep now..shoots

*if you get pregnant will you go for abortion?

>NO!! ill keep.. its my baby kae.. if ever i did get pregnant.. da only person ill ever allow to is my baba..den get married wif him..herh!! affe ol oder guys out dere..muuaaahahahahahahahah!!!!!!!~

*ever make a wish upon a cake and it came true?

>a wish upon a cake? A WISH UPON A CAKE EKH?(die gile ker aku giler?) no.. not a cake.. but a wishing star.. yeap.. never got true thou.. my dreams do come true at times... n wat i predicted do come true too.. scary man... i juz hav to think n predict wat happens n sort of.. poof! it came true..gerr..

*did your mum or your dad loves you most?

>err..i believe its my dad... Not my mom.. nono..

*what time is it now?

>(in mly dat will be..kol rape skg?) pukol pantat kao smpi meletop.. muaaahahaha!!! 5.56pm.. shit..n i haven clean my house yet.. damn it!!!

A Crazy Survey Given By Neesha...

2009-02-04T20:09:00.000-08:00

1. Who's the person that tagged you?

= tagged? kak yana?

2. Relationship between you & her?

= she's my kak sdare..

3. Three impressions of her?

= kecik.. biol.. unpredictable..

4. If she becomes your enemy, you will?

= cant..we have to meet each other all the time..haha

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?

= will you be there for me till the end?

6. Characteristic I like about myself?

=im a workaholic..n im obsessed abt cleaning(eventhou u guys see no link bt watever!!)..cant help it..lurves eating..haha

7.For the person whom you hate, you say?

= run along biatch!!

8. What do people feel about you?

= y not u go to the streets n ask dem??

9.Your crush?

= do i even have a crush?

10.Pass this to 10 people:-

*lets imagine IF i were to pass it to dem*

01-zaq

02-kamiy

03-neesha

04-baba

05-kak yana

06-aqee

07-raddy

08-wani

09-shasha

10-farhan

11.If 5 & 7 were together?

= 1stly..deyre bof gals..2ndly deyre cuzins.. n 3rdly it doesnt makes sense

12.Who does 5 like?

= Abg Asri..

13.What colur does 9 like?

= hmm..lets see.. i tink pink?

14.Say something bout 8?

= we've been bff since pri sch..

15.Who is 2?

= err..she's my fren.. hu lives in the same blk as me?

16.Talk about 3

= this cute cuzin of mine hu gives me this survey..sheesh!

17.Who is 10's best friend?

= hmm.. dah tk cuci seluar dalam dier lagi larh.. mane tauuu..

18.Who's the sexiest among all 10?

= sexiest ekh? hmm..entah plak.. all of dem are sexy in their own ways..

19.What colour does 4 like?

= sheehehe..soalan bonus..lets see..black? keke..dun ask me..=x

20.Is 4 single?

= ABSOLUTELY NOT!! with me oukay!!

21.Your relationship with 1?

= moi sista..haha

22.Are 5 & 6 best friends?

= besties n cuzzies too..haha

23.9's surname?

=norbaya roszurasah..correct ryte??

24.7's nickname?

=raddy..or kak tutik..haha

25.Say something to 8

=imy darla!!

26.Say something to help 9

= buy the new sony erricsson hp larh..its not bad u noe..

27.Who do 1 admire?

=who? im not so sure...

28.Where does 1 live?

= jurong.. jaoh kan.. sedih sey..

29.10 of them know who you like?

= i'l like to say no. 4.. coz i nt only like... I LURVE!!

30.Say something to 6 when you see her

= halo darling!!

31.10's spouse?

= that 10 is not married yet...gongz!!

Review For the Year 2008

2009-01-08T07:06:00.000-08:00

yeap..new year already.. been a verie naughty girl last year i culd sae.. i was checkin out my facebook wen it ringed in my head to blog a review abt last yr..so yeah..here it goes..

my year started feelin anxious to start school agn early last yr.. happy with the facts dat my frens are dere fer me all the time.. bein in school is one of the best things dat culd have ever happened to me then.. life was the best then but things started to turn the other way round.. i was bein such a biatch dat i decided and without tinkin twice to actuali start flingin.. with any guy dat comes my wae.. i believe if im nt rong the 1st guy was..er..hakim..he is a nice guy.. really he is.. but due to some things i decided to stop cntcting him.. den came my ex..hazrul..yep.. made a big mistake by bringin him home den.. but notin happened.. dun wori..aftr him was..dis guy..sumones husband.. cant reali rmmbr his name..i was merely his listening ear..dats all.. hmm.. aftr him..was..tarmimi..cute..shortie..sweet lookin..i culd safely sae the best lookin guy ive ever met wif larh..but too bad.. he was the sort hu was soo devoted to his job..yarh..den anoder..dis guy..n i stil dun rmmbr his name.. he has a motor.. it looked like a masked rider..he was such a loser.. dtg nk jumper bwk moto..bey nk g jln2 dier park moto.. bacin btol.. errgh!.. aftr dat was hafiz.. not bad lookin too.. well..black phantom westsider.. gotta noe thru his helmet.. haish.. he is quite nice too.. but sadly gotta noe he has a infection at his winnie..sadly.. so i moved on..hmm..loads of guys huh..i tink aftr dat i din meet oder guys but the last was my current marling larh..all that time i was emotionally attached to dis lucky guy named faris ayis fer short.. nown him fer abt 3 yrs nw.. a super nice guy.. wasnt much of a guy then but he reali is now.. haha.. hunky i culd sae..he was my love then.. we din reali mind abt each others' dating activity coz we sort of noe dat we liked each other no matter wat happens..u noe.. dat sort of tings.. well he has been my backbone fer nearly 2 yrs den but i felt lyke as if his feelings have changed wen he started servin ns.. sadly..i dono.. been questioning myself.. it was veri blurry fer me all that time wen i started to tell myself to move on coz it seems to me dat dere is no more hope in waiting.. i din realise dat he was waiting fer my answer all that while.. am i stoopid or wat?? no clue frm him watsoever..sadly..haish.. nevermind..

wen it comes to werking wise..my delifrance was great but the fact that i have to sneak not wearing tudung den was a pure bad thing fer me to do..furthermore i alwaes went bek home late..aroun 11 if im nt rong.. goin out wif dis particular guy wif his car.. last year was the worst year ever i tell you.. it hurts oukae.. my mlc was bad.. politics everi week.. non stop i tell you..haish.. my delifrance wasnt dat bad but sadly the wage doesnt satisfy me at all.. den came sentosa.. wasnt bad..its just dat i werked lyk a crazy dog.. almost everidae ot.. wow..it was fun werkin dere i cant lie.. the manager dere respected me lyk crazy..haha..wonder why.. maybe coz i acted like one i guess?? haha.. but never wear tudung oso..bad bad girl..haish..a lil politic which lead me to quitting..well.. my life wasnt any better wen most of the time spent was at home aftr dat till now..haish..ouh..i did miss a part wen i getta noe halim..haha..went out wif him too fer a dae.. yarh.. he was such a darling.. a true men i culd sae.. but too bad..he wasnt ment fer me..haish..

u noe wen u tink bek all the bad stuff uve done n really really think every detail of it, it just hurts.. u really regretted doin all that n if u culd just turn bek tym u jus wanna avoid all dose possible but sadly u cant..well..been dere done dat.. just the thought itself culd make me cry.. cant bear getting to noe dat such a girl is living inside of me..i wish i culd juz take her away frm me and throw her far far away and hope that after doin dat ppl wuldnt look at me the wae dey've been lookin at me all this while.. i felt so disgusted..soo rejected.. not being accepted by any of my family members..but all they do is put a mask over that face of theirs coz the fact that i am part of that family..it hurts..it really does...at times i juz want to vanish away..or be invisible.. where nobody wuld recognise me or ever realise i existed.. but still be there to see the happy faces of thiers leading their lives..everyones surely happier not having this girl aroun dem.. no trouble watsoever.. i wonder can a girl like me hu has done soo many shit still be accepted and actually be part of the society?? part of the family?? coz the fact that i dun feel any love but pure rejection from dem is why ive been keepin all this to myself all this while.. i would like to start a new life this year.. i seriously do.. i wanna be a person loved by everyone..but it seems to me that i have to shut that dream of mine tight.. by any chance anyone wanna be the first to loosen and let my dreams come true?? ive had enough of cryin to myself silently..it only eats me up inside..please somebody.. lead me to the right path..im ready..

please forgive me from all the sins ive done.. im just a human being who doesnt run frm making mistakes.. let me be me.. be the girl i wanna be.. live to the dream ive alwaes wanted to.. im sorry everyone...i truly am...

The Eve Of New Year

2008-12-31T05:21:00.000-08:00

hola.. sorie for da damn long tym not bloggin due to my stoopid old crashed com..orytie.. well..ryte now is 9.23pm on the 31st dec 2008..and if u din realise im bloggin here.. noe y? coz IM NOT GOING OUT!!!! how boring is dat?? huh? huh? tel me sumbody!! sheesh.. goodness.. i cant go out dats y..haish..ape punyer naseb..Se-dih Se-dar sket!!.. aniwaes.. da past few daes was pretty nrml fer me.. at home of course.. where else.. damn bored man.. n now im currently irritated by the karaoke of dose malays at i dono where sumwhere under one of the blks near my house..super irrit man.. klu nyanyi sedap tkper.. grrr!!! look at the time larh sey!! ish.. aniwaes.. wasnt able to go out so tot juz entertain myself my using the com lor.. wanted to make a new blog..i was planning to make a blog specially for those couples in love..lyke tips abt ladies n stuff..i believe it shuld be in malay.. maybe english at times.. it depends..haha.. n i hope to start doing it later..yup..haha.. aniwaes..im bored!! n i wonder y dese few daes after i got well i tend to feel hungry almost all the time..i wonder..haha..like now.. y?? dono.. all i noe i want to eat..haha.. haish.. not been meeting my belurved baba for a week plus now oreadi.. i mish hym alot man..n i readi mean alot..haish.. damn it..seems lyke everiones tryin dier luck to make me angry..haish.. i dono y im super brittle dese daes..jus cant seem to take it animoe man..haish.. tolong larh!! aku dah mendak larh idop mcm nie..tau tak??!!! haish...................

5 days review..

2008-12-09T02:04:00.000-08:00

Friday..

well..basically..went bowling on fridae.. 1stly went to tamp safra.. till 2 plus.. den zoom to ehub to cont playin bowling dere till 3 plus.. den went to safron to eat.. went bek home aroun 5am.. cant sleep man.. yarh.. den woke up the next morning..

Saturday..

went out wif baba to sentosa have a picnic wif his 'bunk bruzz'(heard dem saein it dat wae =P) yeap.. partly boring n partly fun.. the boring part is dat none of the girls dere seems to be tokin to me.. quite sad.. hah.. but the guys are a bunch of crazy idiots in a good wae thou..haha.. dey sure are fun.. playin pranks lyk nobodys biz..haha!! i lyke dose bunch of guys..so yarh..dats the fun part.. went home after dat..had naps of sleeps..tiring man!! have to do is n dat.. walaowei!!

Sunday..

well..sunday wasnt too good.. im sleepy in the 1st place.. had to wake up at aroun 6.. have to go to the grave.. den went bek to my grannies hous.. took a nap till 11 plus.. den woke up n helped my grannie wif the cutting n stuff.. wow.. tiring man.. drank kratengdaeng..haha.. energy booster.. great.. wasnt in the rite mood to help my grannie actualli.. dono why.. but just not in the mood.. been raining almost the whole day.. maybe dat culd be one of the reasons..aniwaes...

Monday..

slept aroun 1 in the morning.. den woke up aroun 5 aftr dat..wanted to help my grannie n den BAM!! it soo happened dat my grannies oldest cat,Cici, passed away dat morning.. haish.. sad man.. shes been wif us fer a decade or so.. sadly left us with an 'old cat disease'.. known as lack of red blood cells.. haish.. den helped my grannie as per nrml..well.. things went quite alrite dat dae.. went bek home after dat n obviously sleep!! haha

Tuesday..

the day is today..and today is lyk ani oder typical dae where ill be at home doin notin but clean up n rhinkin of doin plenty of crazy2 stuff but in the end it wasnt wat i did..haha!! bought ice cream.. n made a banana split.. thinkin of makin a drink out of banana agn but it seems to me dat ive had enuf of banana fer todae..well..haha..dono if im goin bowling todae.. bored.. haha..

have plans to do online so yarh.. blog agn wen i feel lyke bloggin.. offie dozzie..

Randomness..

2008-12-02T23:48:00.000-08:00

Snooze twice todae.. Called baba.. Sang on the fone.. Played Bowling.. Contacts not helping.. Eye candy.. Lazyness develops.. Sleepy Always.. Night Bowler.. Owl.. Menstrual cramps.. Flashback.. Zaman Gemilang...

Because Neesha Tagged Me..

2008-11-27T01:55:00.000-08:00

1-What have you been doing recently?

--recently?? slackin at home..cleaning my room too =P

2-Do you ever turn your cellphone off?

--Yup..at times.. maybe charging or change my sim card..

3-What happened at 10am today?

--Still in Fieza's land..

4-When did you last cry?

--erm..cant rmmbr.. i tink abt a week ago?

5-Believe in fate or destiny?

--Yup.. Obviously..

6-Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?

--erm.. wearing now?? nope.. all mine..

7-What are you proud of?

--erm..My Baba?? hehe

8-What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?

--lets see.. tak la, smlm kan dah mamam.. Yg u bebual mrepek krepek.. hahax.. Cute giler seh u..

9-What was the last song you sang out loud?

--Angel.. by Natasha Beddingfield..haha!!

10-Do you have any nicknames?

--yup.. fieza.. ipah..achi..kakak..mama..bla3...

11-What does the newest text say?

--ok tak..team name.

12-What time did you go to bed last night?

--aroun 3.30 plus2..

13-Are you currently happy?

--sure do man!! hu doesnt!! kekeke

14-Who gives you the best advice?

--Baba.. good advices man..

15-Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

--yup!! nice man!! hmmm!!!!!! heavenly!!

16-Who did you talk on the phone last night?

--hu else if not my belurved Baba..=)

17-Is something bugging you right now?

--yarh.. not sumting.. sumone.. shish.. irrit!!

18-Who was the last person to make you laugh?

--Baba..hehe..

Rahsia Seorang Wanita...

2008-11-10T00:00:00.001-08:00

Terserempak article ni and it caught my eye..yup..edited a little..so.. bacalah yer..

Bila sorang wanita mengatakan dia sedang bersedih, tetapi dia tidak menitiskan airmata, itu bermakna dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya.
Bila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu selepas kamu menyakiti hatinya, lebih baik kamu beri dia masa untuk menenangkan hatinya semula sebelum kamu menegur dengan meminta maaf.
Wanita sukar nak cari benda yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling dia sayang (sebab itu ramai wanita yang patah hati bila hubungan itu putus di tengah jalan).
Sekiranya seorang wanita jatuh cinta dengan seorang lelaki, lelaki itu akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya walaupun ketika dia sedang keluar dengan lelaki lain.
Bila lelaki yang dia suka dan cinta merenung tajam ke dalam matanya, dia akan cair seperti coklat!!
Wanita memang sukakan pujian tetapi selalu tidak tau macam mana nak menerima pujian.
Jika kamu tidak suka dengan seseorang gadis, tolak cintanya dengan lembut, jangan berkasar sebab ada satu semangat dalam diri wanita yang kamu tak akan tahu bila dia dah buat keputusan, dia akan lakukan apa saja.
Sekiranya seorang gadis mula menjauhkan diri darimu selepas kamu tolak cintanya, biarkan dia untuk seketika. Sekiranya kamu masih ingin menganggap dia seorang kawan, cubalah tegur dia perlahan-lahan.
Wanita suka meluahkan apa yang mereka rasa. Muzik, puisi, lukisan dan tulisan adalah cara termudah mereka meluahkan isi hati mereka.
Jangan sesekali beritahu perempuan yang mereka ni langsung tak berguna.
Bersikap terlalu serius boleh mematikan mood wanita.
Bila pertama kali lelaki yang dicintainya dalam diam memberikan respon positif, misalnya menghubunginya melalui telefon, si gadis akan bersikap acuh tak acuh seolah-olah tidak berminat, tetapi sebaik saja ganggang diletakkan, dia akan menjerit kesukaan dan tak sampai sepuluh minit, semua rakan-rakannya akan tahu berita tersebut.
Sekuntum senyuman memberi seribu erti bagi wanita. Jadi jangan senyum sebarangan.
Jika sorang wanita memberi seribu satu alasan setiap kali kamu ajak keluar, tinggalkan dia sebab dia memang tak berminat denganmu.
Tetapi jika dalam masa yang sama dia menghubungimu atau menunggu panggilan darimu, teruskan usahamu untuk memikatnya.
Jangan sesekali mengagak apa yang dirasakannya. Tanya dia sendiri!!
Selepas sorang gadis jatuh cinta, dia akan sering tertanya-tanya kenapalah aku tak jumpa lelaki ini lebih awal.
Bila setiap kali gambar kelas keluar, benda pertama yang dicari oleh wanita ialah siapa yang berdiri di sebelah buah hatinya, kemudian barulah dirinya sendiri.
Bekas teman lelaki akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya tetapi lelaki yang dicintainya sekarang akan berada di tempat teristimewa iaitu di hatinya!!
Satu ucapan 'Hi' sahaja sudah cukup menceriakan harinya.
Teman baiknya saja yang tahu apa yang sedang dia rasa dan lalui.
Wanita paling benci lelaki yang berbaik-baik dengan mereka semata-mata nak tackle kawan mereka yang paling cantik.
Semua wanita mahukan sorang lelaki yang cintakan mereka sepenuh hati.
Senjata wanita adalah airmata!!
Wanita suka jika sesekali orang yang disayanginya mengadakan surprise buatnya(hadiah, bunga atau sekadar kad ucapan romantis). Mereka akan rasa terharu dan merasakan bahawa dirinya dicintai setulus hati. Dengan ini dia tak akan ragu-ragu terhadapmu.
Wanita mudah jatuh hati pada lelaki yang ambil berat tentang mereka dan baik terhadapnya.
Cinta bermaksud kesetiaan, ambil berat, jujur dan kebahagiaan tanpa sebarang kompromi.
Sebenarnya mudah mengambil hati wanita kerana apa yang dia mahu hanyalah perasaan dicintai dan disayangi sepenuh jiwa...

Muhd Raihan Bin Rafman

2008-10-16T22:43:00.000-07:00

My Dear Frens.. i just got to know the sad news a few hrs ago..

my beloved fren Raihan just passed away yesterdae due to a rare case of cancer..

he has been my fren since we were in pri sch times.. even so we are not dat close weve gotten closer starting from sec sch onwards.. n weve never parted ever since.. back then he was the sweetest guy fren ive ever had.. he took care of me like his younger sister..treated me as one too until my frens all got mistaken dat we are lovers..haha

he used to walk me back home.. chatting wif me..making me smile during my gloomy sec sch daes..be there for me through think and thin.. sang songs for me with his guitar.. asking for my opinion regarding the songs he wrote..advice me non stop and advising himself at the same time.. he has alwaes been a dear fren to me until the end of o-lvl..

we sort of went seperate waes..coz i was werking and he was at home most of the time.. after dat i heard no news of him.. was searchings of ways to contact him but dint managed to get him thru..until now.. gotta noe he passed away..

i was sleeping when my sec sch fren nadia called me n told me the sad news.. cried straite away after gotten to know abt it.. man!!

how could he!! leaving me like that w/o even saying goodbye!! i miss him like crazy!! haish... sadly he's no moe in this earth.. i just hope that his soul will rest in peace..i miss you my dear friend...